update of my life:
life has been normal ever since... nothing exciting in particular has happened...
realised the importance of having a family by ur side... they love me, maybe more than they love themselves... =) im reali grateful that God has given me such wonderful family, just that i didnt realise earlier, such a shame...
keeping a calm mind over things, partly cuz i fell sick... dun reali noe the cause of it, high chance of it being overly stressed... hahax, lousy me... need a vaction soon... and new year is ard the corner... at least a short time for me to rest...
introducing a song by Cheryl Cole- fight for this love
Too much of anything can make you sick
Even the good can be a curse (curse)
Makes it hard to know which road to go down
Knowing too much can get you hurt.
Is it better? Is it worse?
Are we sitting in reverse?
It's just like we're going backwards. (backwards)
I know where I want this to go
Driving fast but lets go slow
What I don't wanna do is crash nooo.
Just know you're not in this thing alone
There's always a place in me that you can call home
Whenever you feel like we're growing apart
Let's just go back, back, back, back, back to the start.oh
Anything that's worth having
Is sure enough worth fighting for
Quitting's out of the question
When it gets tough, gotta fight some more.
We gotta fight, fight, fight, fight, fight for this love
We gotta fight, fight, fight, fight, fight for this love
We gotta fight, fight, fight, fight, fight for this love
If it's' worth having, it's worth fighting for oh-oh-oh
Now everyday ain't gon' be no picnic
Love aint a walk in the park
All you can do is make the best of it now
Can't be afraid of the dark.
Just know you're not in this thing alone
There's always a place in me that you can call home
Whenever you feel like we're growing apart
Let's just go back, back, back, back, back to the start.
Anything that's worth having
Is sure enough worth fighting for
Quitting's out of the question
When it gets tough, gotta fight some more.
We gotta fight, fight, fight, fight, fight for this love
We gotta fight, fight, fight, fight, fight for this love
We gotta fight, fight, fight, fight, fight for this love
If it's worth having, it's worth fighting for oh-oh-oh
I don't know where I'm heading
I'm willing and ready to go.
We've been driving so fast
We just need to slow down
And just ro-o-o-o-o-oll.
Anything that's worth having
Is sure enough worth fighting for
Quitting's out of the question
When it gets tough, gotta fight some more.
We gotta fight, fight, fight, fight, fight for this love
We gotta fight, fight, fight, fight, fight for this love
We gotta fight, fight, fight, fight, fight for this love
If it's worth having, it's worth fighting for oh-oh-oh
some ppl will search for the right one, some ppl will wait for the right one. but i say, if you found someone you really loved so dearly much, fight for it if you know it will be worth it. fight for your hapiness before it goes away, if it does, you're gonna regret it forever.
cuz boy, you know i missed you...
BRICK BY BORING BRICK by Paramore
Well she lives in the fairy tale
Somewhere too far for us to find
Forgotten the taste and smell Of a world that she's left behind
It's all about the exposure the lens I told her
The angles are all wrong now
She's ripping wings off of butterflies
Keep your feet on the ground
When your head's in the clouds
Well go get your shovel
And we'll dig a deep hole
To bury the castle, bury the castle
Go get your shovel And we'll dig a deep hole
To bury the castle, bury the castle
Ba da ba ba da ba ba da
So one day he found her crying Coiled up on the dirty ground
Her prince finally came to save her
And the rest you can figure out
But it was a trick
And the clock struck 12
Well make sure to build your home brick by boring brick
or the wolf's gonna blow it down
Keep your feet on the ground
When your head's in the clouds
Well go get your shovel And we'll dig a deep hole
To bury the castle, bury the castle
Go get your shovel And we'll dig a deep hole
To bury the castle, bury the castle
Woah, woah.
Well you built up a world of magic
Because your real life is tragic
Yeah you built up a world of magic
If it's not real You can't hold it in your hand
You can't feel it with your heart
And I won't believe it But if it's true
You can see it with your eyes Or even in the dark
And that's where I want to be, yeah
Go get your shovel And we'll dig a deep hole
To bury the castle, bury the castle
Go get your shovel And we'll dig a deep hole
To bury the castle, bury the castle
Ba da ba ba da ba ba da...
yes, life isnt a fairytale, even though you might think so. So many times i learnt from mistakes, so many times i fell for the trick. I have never learnt from the mistakes that i thought i would have learnt, its stupid. Perhaps its time to build my defense up brick by boring bricks, so that i will not fall and break down and cry again and again. Run away before its too late.
bury the castle, cause there's no such thing as a fairytale and happy ever afters. Girls, if you had been hurted and losing faith, build your defense up.