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Sunday, February 28, 2010

IM SO TIRED, I WANT TO Zzz... goodnite everyone... (at least i blogged)


Wednesday, February 24, 2010

i feel so insecure, i hope im just being paranoid... when i noe i will never let go of the hand that gave me warm and protection when i needed.


Monday, February 22, 2010

i believe I've done this test before... ages ago... but now i did again to find out if there's any 'changes' but i guess it mostly the same...

for ppl who cared to understand me... thanks.

Who is your true self: You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice.

People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

Your views on yourself:
-You are down-to-earth
-People like you because you are so straightforward
-You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties

The type of boyfriend you are looking for:
-You are a true romantic
-When you are in love, you will do anything, everything to keep your love true

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
-You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person and you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you meet that person

The seriousness of your love:
-You are very serious about relationships
-Aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like
-If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply, beautifully in love

Your views on education:
-Education is very important in life
-You want to study hard and learn as much as you can

The right job for you:
-You are a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income
-Knowing what you like to do is important
-Finding a regular job doing just that will set for life

How do you view success:
-You are afraid of failure
-Scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed

What are you most afraid of:
-You are concerned about your image
-The way others see you
-This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people
-Its time for you to believe in who you are

i want to trust you more but im taught not to be too trusting. i want to believe in myself but im taught to be humble. i want to be able to make you proud but im taught that failure can happen. i want to be courageous but too afraid to. i want to be close to you but is afraid i might fall in love with you. i want to be selfish and snatch you away from them but im taught to be selfless. i want to tell you im the one but afraid you begged to differ. i want to like you more but afraid to be hurt.


Saturday, February 20, 2010

if any thing can express my emotion now, it muz be a series of music which potrays the struggle that all man will go through... a fast paced and hard strunged music... the massive blown emotions sent me through a rollar coaster ride, so many high and lows, unable to control myself like a small little dove learning to fly...


for so many times, ive found myself caught in situations that i cant handle, so many times, i have to get ppl to get me out of it... times and times again, i tried so hard to find the balance in my life again... i reckon some of us feels that the older you grow, the more complicated you become... i want to have a simple life, to just throw away everything and start over again, but its impossible, whatever that you have been through will just haunt you, the memories will never leave you, the mistakes you've done, the ppl you just cant seem to forget... all you can do is to live on with the life you have been given...


a wise man always start of as young and ignorant... as you grow, you learn life lessons, you dun listen to what your elders say, you face the consequences... no matter which aspect of life you are referring to, there's still alot of things that as a young life on Earth, we have to learn... the only difference is whether you have someone there to guild you through it... life can be so unfair to the stage that you have to start from zero while the peers around you have all they needed to start with...


maybe life is just 'simply complicated' ... as cliche as it seems, you have to learn to complicate yourself in order to learn how to live on with life, with so many choices, so many decisions that can lead to happiness or sorrows... so many promises you have to break even though you know you dont want to... selfish beings we all are, to agonise people so that you have the advantage above people... cheaters, liars, heartbreakers, who are you to judge them? no one can... 'life is cruel, just take it' is what i normally hear from ppl who tried to console me at times of difficulty...


at many times, i tried to be selfless and sacrifice as much i can to make others happy, but in the end, i found myself being hurted once and once again by ppl who abused it...

when is it my turn to stand up and say i want to be selfish and fight for what i wanted? is it wrong to be selfish? to take away what that is rightfully mine? they were right when they say you cant please everyone in this world, but being faced with your dearest friend and the one you liked, which one will you choose? either way, you will have to hurt one or another...


whenever i thought my life is becoming clearer and more simple, something will cloud up my mind, turning it to a mess again.. i hate that... should i say my life is becoming more interesting (more likely a drama series, i believe my life story is too happening) or should i say its getting more complicated?


after ranting so much, readers, are you confused yet?? yea, thats how confused i am, nth seems to make sense anymore... hahax, just food for thoughts... ok fine, im nt a very good blogger, but at least ppl who cared noes whats happening to me... and this blog is getting alittle too emo for human being to take... dun wori, my life's getting better, or lets say its up to me now to determine if i wan my life to be better... do i have the energy,courage, faith to face another emotion rollarcoaster? i dunno... i wished i could live my life over again...


i hope he wasnt kidding me, i hope its the way life should be, carefree and simple... i hope after this, its a new begining for me...


Thursday, February 18, 2010

haven been updating the spider-webs-filled blog... =)


cny has been great, even though most of my loved ones were abroad... reali did hope they enjoyed the getaway frm the hussle and bussle life they lead... for me, its time to rest, yea, i slpt alot... talking abt ways to start the new lunar year huh?? chuckle...


in life, there are alot of choices we have to make in order to move on with your life... some are selfish choices, some are selfless ones... and quoting frm a certain person, we are told to follow our gut feelings, the one that will bring you through your choices without regrets... and i guess i would... cuz sometimes its just too hard to decide when ur torn between 2...


till i find you, it will be my destiny of love, wondering if i could see you again... ^^



fairytales can only be found in books... an imaginary world you've created to make believe...



Tuesday, February 02, 2010

short snip-it of joanne's life recently





life has been alrite, except for falling sick last week since thurs, im down with the flu bug, still struggling to work till i finally got put down by the scary bugs ytd... going to have a 3 day mc... have to rest enuff to fight for the rest of the year, cnt afford to be sick anymore...





something is bothering me, hoping myself that i will not suffer the same fate as my dear laopo... ive seen how she suffered, still holding on but soo much inner struggle she had faced, she has been strong, very very strong, and yet i still do not noe if it has happened to me, what will i do, will i break down n cry? or will i just give it up? i wonder how did she go through all this... i miss her, i reali do miss her alot...





everything seemed to changed, haven gone back to clinic yet, but i do hope they miss me and if they are alrite, with clinic so bz, ppl fall sick easily... they muz be hating me by now, taking a 3 day mc...





im running away from reality as far as possible, im lost deep in the woods, im stuck... dunno how to move on... when things are clearer, a mist flew and blurred out my vision, i cant find my way out again... why is life such a blur? cuz i dun have my sheepherd to lead me through? or is the person who is involved?


when you are running through my mind, do i realise i reali love u so much...



Her '
Joanne
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-LoVeS
JR
animals
her family
her dog
her friends
to be loved
say lame jokes that ppl dun laugh at

-WiShEs
earn more money so that i cn have..
more vacations/holidays
get my driving license
have a dog
to never have to hurt anyone again
to love again
to get married to him
to be able to lead a happy life
to smile everyday

-DiSlIkE-
being hurt and vice versa
being hated/ignored
being dumped
crying/making ppl cry
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