Small inter-personal talk to myself. I foresee that it will rain soon. Maybe in the late afternoon, depending on how fast my emotion reaches the sky. Emo? Maybe a little. The weather is so sunny now, i wonder whats im emo'ing about. I dont want to speak, i just wan to keep quiet and console myself everything will be alright. 5 years. How much i can trust on that? Something inside me constantly tells me i wouldnt be ur bride. Something inside me is fighting to believe in you. I know it will be alright. Cherish and treasure what you have now and you will not regret later, right. But why do i want to have you to myself, to console myself that no other will have the chance to own you, to console myself you will not love another. To have confidence in myself that im the one for you. Everything is so well, why do i still feel that its not real. I really can feel the dilemma the girl felt in the movie 'when in rome'... Wondering if all these are real or are you just under a spell. Nothing else matters except you.
Her '
Joanne
superwoman 23
25/9
-LoVeS JR
animals
her family
her dog
her friends
to be loved
say lame jokes that ppl dun laugh at
-WiShEs earn more money so that i cn have..
more vacations/holidays
get my driving license have a dog to never have to hurt anyone again
to love again to get married to him to be able to lead a happy life
to smile everyday
-DiSlIkE- being hurt and vice versa
being hated/ignored
being dumped
crying/making ppl cry boldunderlineitalicstrike
