Monday, May 24, 2010
Who it is to blame for this tragedy,who is responsible for what is happening?No one.People come and go.People say colleagues will always be colleagues and nothing else.But who says colleagues will not turn out to be your best friend or even spouse?What has happened to clinic 5?First goes shikin,den goes vivian,recently joey,up coming yaty.All my friends/colleagues are leaving one by one.I cant deny that our clinic is not as united as before, we go for breaks separately sometimes, we dont go out for lunch and dinner during half days, we dont go shopping and spend time together that often anymore. I have put in much effort to hold on to that as long as possible, but i guess changes are inevitable. When will it all end that all is left are people who spend 40 hrs per week but know nothing, absoutely nothing about each other. That will just be sad. Even though i know the reasons why they left deep down, its getting to me too. I will try to hold on, cause, i guess its all up to me to bring us back together again.
Saturday, May 15, 2010
im really touched by laopo words on her blog... thanks jael... i miss you too u noe?? =)
wondering why am i blogging in such a wonderful saturday? wondering why im not out playing? im out, blogging using Jr's lappie... =) there's a concert rehersal at his house... so he's dwn playing the piano... -sway head according to the melodious music downstairs-
its really nice to be in a house full of talented musicians... =)
hmm, nth constructive in my head today which is dying to get out.... -sulk- will get back to you guys when i have more content to blog about k? Does love make ppl stupid?? hahax... Maybe~ Tata for now...
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Monday, May 10, 2010
Did i mention my mum was sick? Yup, its my turn now... =( caught her cold, and pinned dwn on the bed with body aches, sore throat and headaches... just one day mc... i guess it will be alrite...
Dr low is supposed to do a home visit to my hus todae... but as the hours go pass, my mood goes frm top to bottom. Thinking he may end early, i waited for noon to come, later did i noe he has to go to nuh. Still holding the hope he might come in the late aftn, my hopes are dampened by the msg saying he may end ard 6. Finally, lying on the bed, i waited for 6 to come. He msged, but not the news i wanted to hear. From anticipating for him to come at noon, to waiting for him to go home.
Just like a puppy waiting for his owner to go home, bark happily at any noise he thought might be you've came home, but you will never notice the disappointment he feels when the sound just stops before it reaches the doorstep. The only thing he can do is wait.
Jr says it will get worst. This means i have to cope with this, cause this will happen more frequently soon. I will try my best. I understand ppl have their own life to attend to, but just wondering if i can do anything about it. I miss you too much dear. It really tortures me to not see you for one day. Tell me what I should do.
Now i understand why joey say its tough. But it will be worthwhile isnt it? Ppl are confusing me already.
Im dying without you... I really miss you very much... =(
Thursday, May 06, 2010
Finally, a half day at work, hahax... was supposed to meet Jr at his place, but Dr low have to rush to nuh to do some research... =( so here i am, blogging at the comfort of my home. Mum's nt reali feeling well, so im back to take care of her for a short period of time and bought her lunch... (see, im a good girl.. lol)
I'm glad that things are sorted out between Jr n me, actually, its just me being sensitive, hate that part of me... It always aggravate things... Oh, and guess what?? HE BOUGHT ME ANOTHER ROSE. A red one this time, GORGEOUS... =) Love it very much. Thanks dear...
The scorching weather is making me dehydrated. -Thirsty thirsty- And i have been bathing for at least twice a day... BUT, this weather is GREAT for swimming!! Oh how i miss the chlorine water, ok, not very much about the chlorine, but the feeling of having water all around you, an hour of swimming cant do wonders. SERIOUSLY. Its my emergency tummy slimming secret. SHH~
I've put on 4kg within 2 mths. I'VE PUT ON 4kg IN 2MTHS!! I cant believe it, even Jr said ive become fatter. Its gross. Very. Im fat now and seriously need exercise. Anyone wants to be my exercise buddy? =D
It looks yummy. Can I eat it?
Tuesday, May 04, 2010
RANT RANT GOES ON~I have a swollen, red, itching, pain and teary eye... Now, doesnt it sound familiar?? hahax... seriously, i hope it isnt what i think... Just came back frm JR's... Mixed feeling i must say, with me calling n he doesnt pick up, he is aware of me calling him, he say he need some time alone... Im shivering... i hate this sentence... its always the start of something bad... im shivering bad... i cant stop.... too many things popping up in my head... bad stuffs...i cant type anymore... my fingers cnt find the keys...
Saturday, May 01, 2010
HAD A GREAT DAY SPENDING IT WITH MY LOVE ONE... woke up missing my little bunny... went to central with my uncle helping him buy my family's food, feeling more and more like a maid... hahax... ok larx... nt that bad... went to jael's after brunch... =D missed her so much!! after so long, i realised i still have the 'bond' with her... hahax... the crazy days we spent together... =) i really will miss her~ =)finally, jael met my swit bunny~ hahax... and JR saw how a crazy duo me n jael are together... lol... and i managed to spend quality time with my swits... miss him alr... =) 
Dear JinRong,
You cant be compared with anyone in this world, because there's nothing to be compared to, you're too good to be compared to anyone dear. Have more confidence in yourself, have more confidence in me. I will NEVER leave you unless you wanted me to, NO ONE could love me better than you do. You are the only one I want to live with for the rest of my life. I will love you even if you've stopped loving me. I love you dear, very very much.
Promised, Joanne
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