Did i mention my mum was sick? Yup, its my turn now... =( caught her cold, and pinned dwn on the bed with body aches, sore throat and headaches... just one day mc... i guess it will be alrite...
Dr low is supposed to do a home visit to my hus todae... but as the hours go pass, my mood goes frm top to bottom. Thinking he may end early, i waited for noon to come, later did i noe he has to go to nuh. Still holding the hope he might come in the late aftn, my hopes are dampened by the msg saying he may end ard 6. Finally, lying on the bed, i waited for 6 to come. He msged, but not the news i wanted to hear. From anticipating for him to come at noon, to waiting for him to go home.
Just like a puppy waiting for his owner to go home, bark happily at any noise he thought might be you've came home, but you will never notice the disappointment he feels when the sound just stops before it reaches the doorstep. The only thing he can do is wait.
Jr says it will get worst. This means i have to cope with this, cause this will happen more frequently soon. I will try my best. I understand ppl have their own life to attend to, but just wondering if i can do anything about it. I miss you too much dear. It really tortures me to not see you for one day. Tell me what I should do.
Now i understand why joey say its tough. But it will be worthwhile isnt it? Ppl are confusing me already.
Im dying without you... I really miss you very much... =(
