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Saturday, March 12, 2011

Something sparked inside my mind todae as i casually surf through facebook... Does that give me a reason to be paranoid??
Where's my life??
Where's my friends??

Where am i heading to??

Looking at my friends, they seem to always have a purpose in life... Im alone in my room, with songs blasting so loudly, trying to stop me from thinking. I, think too much.

A sudden urge to run away from everything in life and find something that is unrelated and different. YM n Karen says i used to be more cheerful. Losing grip, no insight and screaming from the inside. Time after time i came back to the same old problem. Back to square one. I want to run away. Badly. I'll rather suffer from depression, the only way i find back the reality of myself.

Too long i have not cry alone, too long have i not felt the cruelty of life.

Maybe im away from You for far too long.



(listen to avril's nobody's home)


Her '
Joanne
superwoman 23
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-LoVeS
JR
animals
her family
her dog
her friends
to be loved
say lame jokes that ppl dun laugh at

-WiShEs
earn more money so that i cn have..
more vacations/holidays
get my driving license
have a dog
to never have to hurt anyone again
to love again
to get married to him
to be able to lead a happy life
to smile everyday

-DiSlIkE-
being hurt and vice versa
being hated/ignored
being dumped
crying/making ppl cry
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the melodies'


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